Fear of Being Alienated

I noticed my inmost fear of being alienated. Every time that I feel anxiety about communicating with people, it is always there. I have known that a kind of emotional confusion or pain occurs in my heart when I get involved in people at certain situation. I didn't know what it meant clearly. I thought of the confusion as a part of wavering self-consciousness. This is probably true but vague. But now I see what the emotion really is. It is not so much fear for lack of love as fear of being looked as a weirdo.